Perspective

Not trying to brag or anything, but I very well know (and I know people can see it too) that when I really put my heart into something, the outcome is more often than not beautiful or amazing. And when I don’t, you can clearly see the lack of inspiration in the work. I’ve been forced to do many things/projects that I really didn’t want to do, but because of lack of competent people who are to do it, I’d reluctantly volunteer myself. Then when it’s time to do the actual work, I can’t even find the motivation to start on it. Then I’d pretty much hate myself for even volunteering.

This is bullshit. Our outputs speak greatly of who we are. And as much as I want to put a stop to this, this usually happens with school related stuff. That means that I have to do it for the grades. I’ve had enough.